OMG!!! MY ASS!!! well... i just gor back from the Dr... and i am severily 1 messed up lil lesbian.... I have BiLateral ear-infestions in both ears Sinusitis.. and my rapid strep test came back neg... so im being treated for EVERYTHING having to od with the throat.. :( they gave me a shot *sobs like a baby* instead of taking my antibiotics by mouth ( Read more... )

ok.. im going to die.. well atleast it feels like it... my throat is still nasty raw.. my mom went out and bought me a few things this morning to help me get better... but there not working that well..... i was going to go to the Dr today... and that kinnda didn't happen.. everybody out here is fucking closed for the god-damned holiday... there are ( Read more... )

ok so im back.. board as hell.. wanting chelle to be online...so we can talk again.. we had a talk today and i told her why i thought falling for somebody was scary.... and i think i may have shocked her bit with my answer. But i hope we can work things out.. i miss her soooooo much... i haven't slept well since we broke up.. and i haven't slept AT ( Read more... )

omg... what in the world to do.... im soooooooooo lost and confused and acheing.... i found someone that i care the world about... and i made a mistake, well we both did.. and now shes gone.. i find myself wondering time amd time again... if i should have done this.. or done that.. or said something differant, or not said anything at all... would ( Read more... )

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k..here goes.. alot has happened since my last post...so i might as well start from there ( Read more... )

ok.. here i sit on my gf's comp... wondering what the hell to do... tonight is Fetish Night and its my >>1<< night i go out and have fun. And she dosen't like the fact that im going to a club.. shes MUCHO jealous person.. which is kewl and all...cept she has absolutly NO trust what-so-ever cos of her last gf.... and im debatinmg on weather or not ( Read more... )

when one has a gf. UPDATE TIME!!!! yes i know its been a while...but here goes, as i was typeing earlier.. Life is SOOOOO much better when one has a gf. Espessialy one like mine. I met her a few weeks ago on-line... and i think i had a HUGE crush on her from the first time we started chatting... but it got even bigger when out of the blue one day ( Read more... )

It dosen't matter what the fuck I do.. or who I decide to talk to or what.. it always turns out fucken bad... I lost my job day before yesterday. The day it happened i went to talk to a good friend and maybe hang out with her to try and cheer me up.. she left with a few ppl and there was a misunderstanding.. i thought she said be here when i get ( Read more... )

first off... sry fr slacking on my journal..second..SAVE ME!!!! SAVE ME!!!.. i have come to a conclusion (many of you prolly came to this conclusion a LONG time ago.. but it bitch-slapped me today) school sucks BFDD(for thos of you who don't know what that means.. its= Big Floppy Donkey Dick).. I met a REALLY kickass girl on the net the other day ( Read more... )