I've unlocked some of the entries,
the ones I don't loathe quite so much.
why?
because I love you.

(please keep in mind that the above is a filthy, filthy lie)

Have a nice day :)

DEADJOURNAL!

Yes... I have always secretly wanted a deadjournal.

Bret can do sexy things.  Bret put his hand on my lap and said, "I WILL KILL YOU."

There is nothing left to say, or write, or even whisper... nothing at all.  Bah, fuck this.  FUCK it all.

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My last night in Dallas. Was it worth it? Yes, it was awesome. Hopefully Megan is not so sick of me that she'll mind having me over again next year. If she is though, I guess I'll have to try Carolyn or Marianna. Iono ( Read more... )

Bonjour my little fans, or friends, or whoever reads this. Sadly, as of right now I have nothing significant to inform you of. Well, other than my infinite hate for my brain. We have an on-going conflict, a perpetual struggle for supremacy within my head. You think I'm kidding. Ha ( Read more... )

This song is the owner of my soul, as of right now.  Wow.

Today was a good day.  I had pigtails and I hugged pretty people; always a good thing.  My roots have been dyed; no more blond roots!  Such mirth.

Heh.

Bret gave me his number.  Randomly.  Does this mean I have to like... call him??  hahaha no.  Or is that yes?  Or... do I even want to?  Yes ( Read more... )

sometimes at night
i get really really cold
and it makes me sad
because it wasn't always like this
there used to be someone who wanted to hold me at night
but he turned out to be
a hundred thousand million times colder
which is kind of ironic
in an ambiguous way.

i want a clove.

I had a great friend, once, and I was loved. And with memories like mine, who needs reality?

jordan is gone.  margaux's eyes were all red yesterday, it was so sad... margaux is a great girl, he shouldn't have left her like that.

i don't want people to touch me anymore.  hugs, high fives, ghetto handshakes, whatever.  get away.  i'm dreaming the same thing every night.  same person, rather.

fatima has lured me into her house, with ( Read more... )