my dad got outta the hospital today, he was really sick, he had some kind of blood infection and a bunch of little bumps on his arm, then they exploded and he had to go to the hospital, and he just got out. my aunt hired a cleaning crew to clean my house, so our house is like really really clean, and we got a new front door with a REAL door knob. ( Read more... )

im in the most kick ass mood right now. today was great, me and melissa woke up then we went and sat in her car and pretended we could drive it. haha. then we got dressed and made up and shit and then i went to fast track and stopped at aj's and talked to him, hes gonna try to set me up with matt now.....uhhhh, hes so fuckin hott, and ive always ( Read more... )

o yeah, all that bullshit i was sayin about nick...never mind! maybe i was drinkin that night cuz that is the stupidest ive ever typed in my life....anyways, i cant believe i thought he changed, hes still doin his same old bullshit, so fuck it, i aint gonna bother myself with him no more, i cant believe i ever did, i must be one stupid mother ( Read more... )

ouch! i am in so much pain, i cant stand it. i cant laugh or ill start crying cuz it hurts so bad. i told myself yeturday that if it didnt feel better by today i would go to the docters, but im lazy so ill just sit here in pain. ive been sleepin, practically livin at melissas, which is cool. i think im having little heart attacks 24/7, holy crap it ( Read more... )

im at tcups right now, i really dont wanna go home on acount of we havent had heat fur 6 days now, you an see yur fuckin breath in my livingroom. but anyways, i had a good weekend, friday i went to aarons, yesturday, i was at lizs fur h&h's birthday. we had alotta fun last night, we talked about old times and laughed and hid from her mom, even tho ( Read more... )

well, ive realized somthing...i really do like nick bondie. i knew It when i seen him and i got a weird feeling in my chest. i dont kno y i was tryin to back away from him at one point. but i have no idea what made me so so so happy to see him, or why it made me feel so good and safe inside, it could be because i was so releived to see a sober guy ( Read more... )

its been a good week, i got to spend most of it wit Tcup and everybody. me and gary and murda and Tcup are talkin about a double date haha. THE CRAZY BOONE BROTHERS HAHA! no, but we might actually do it, maybe. i had a great crismis, i got soo much makeup. in the meantime aj is workin his hookup magic for me, hes about to try to set me up with this ( Read more... )

well, im sittin here at melissas, i just smoked wit my brother, and im hungry. im about to go call ma to see when and if im going shoppin wit her today, i got my presents for almost everybody, and my hair looks horrible, its brown! but its supposed to fade to light blonde. im prolly gonna go see my hoodrats over at tamikas, so thats good. im in ( Read more... )

I finally got my hair cut. ray, your gonna flip the fuck out and beat me to a bloody pulp. its so short, well not really its just got really short layers, but its gonna grow back in like a month ur two. im getting it dyed on sunday, ive decided to get it one shade darker with bright, bright blonde highlights, trust me, it'll look good. i went ( Read more... )

Christmas is Coming!!

not that thats really a good thing. last night i went crismis shoppin fer people, and i didnt get shit, well, i got somthin fer me because im a greedy bastard, but i needed a blanket fer my large bed. anyways, im about ready to kill jessey, wut the fuck?! im happy because my skin is starting to clear up and it dont look like i ( Read more... )