I'm back at skool for the first time this week, cuz of i just got finished bein sick....AGAIN! thats some bullshit, the minute i get over food poisoning, i get a fuckin cold, my immune system is bein a bitch! i hate gettin sick! anyways, last night was horrible. preston spent the night cuz it was cold and dark and i didnt want him to have to walk ( Read more... )

In case anyone is wondering what brought that last entry up, its cuz i was in the shower last night listening to the radio and "where o' where can my baby be?" came on and i thought of mark and started to cry. i havent thought about him in a long time, but i just remembered his birthday would have been this christmans, he would be 16. its still ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday

R. I. P.


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Fuck that! urrrgggghhh! god damnit! alright. wut the fuck! why do i feel like shit right now, im feeling somthing im not used to, it feels like......remorse? damn, thats definetly not a regular feeling, but what am i so guilty about? fuck it. maybe its the flu, its makin me act all nice and shit. thats why i prefer not to talk to people when im ( Read more... )

I really dont hate amy, all the time, just when she talks about, well anything and every body, but thats just the way she is, so fuck it, why make her feel like shit fur bein the way she is. any ways, FUCK YOU AMY! haha.....im home with the stomach flu, and i hate it! i would like some soup, and some ganz, and ill be alright. ;) well, im gonna go ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good weekend, i quess. friday i went to h&h's house, and that was great, and i got to see eric (z), which made me happy. then on saturday, me and hailey went to sammy's cuzinz house, and we drank, and amy was there, and thats a bad combination. sam was on the verge of killing her, and i was lovin it, cuz amy is such a loud peice of ( Read more... )

I'm in the "info station" right now, im writing a paper on my life in twenty years. this class is to easy sometimes. i almost got caught coming back from lunch cuz i took the wrong door, i had to lie and say i was a junior, good thing herb wasnt there or he'de of narked on me. anywayz, its friday and thats so wonderful, oh my god. im about ready to ( Read more... )

today is a good day, i really like the way my hair looks. of course from the neck down i look like a fucking scrub, but wuts new? im waiting for vincent to stop fucking around and tell me weither or not im coming over this weekend, and if not, then IM GOING TO SEE MY TWINZ! hell yes! i miss my babies so much. haha! oh my god, i just realized, ( Read more... )

All the stress and shit has just went away, it feels so good. im in such a good mood now, and its not just drugs and Alchohol, its much much more. nick was over saturday and we watched the game. then he went to the store and got some forties and watched tv and wut not. then i went to tamikas yesturday. that was some fun though, it was like a fuckin ( Read more... )

                         
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