Ever have one of those days where you were almost sure that it would end with you being upset at yourself? Today was one of those days for me. I tried to convince myself I could get passed it and hoped it was just a passing feeling of self conscious pitter patter, but it kept coming back. My mind sends me through cycles of doubt and sometimes it ( Read more... )

I'm excited. I've been excited for the last half year and it's been the best feeling I've ever experienced. I'm also scared. I'm frightened at the thought of losing you and losing all hope for the future all in an instant. I don't let the dread overpower my emotions because everything has simply got to work out, and that's the way I've always seen ( Read more... )

Tristan and I just went looking for skulls. We found nothing, except for a woman's social security card. Although that may seem fun for some, it's not what we had in mind. I've had a terrible headache, stomach ache, etc for most of the day. I had a lot of caffeine, but I just want things to be great. I took a freezing cold shower in Tristan's mom's ( Read more... )

Every day I see you, my life gets better.

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I had some props that I left out in the rain on the patio for a long time. I went out there to check the stuff out and it's all really moldy and nasty. I was playing with some eyeballs and I accidentally stuck my knee in a rancid puddle. I smell gross. Now I go to work stinky. Life's good!!

I've been so tired lately that I feel funny. Part funny hahah and part funny strange. Then again, every single thing on the face of the earth is beautiful to me right now. I want to embrace this moment.

It's time for World War Z.

Most of my friends have had the pleasure of knowing my dear friend Hannibal Kitty. He probably has a bad cancer, he's been refusing to eat, he can't even walk anymore. He's probably going to be put to sleep tomorrow morning. This makes my heart ache. Is it morbid of me to say that I care much more deeply about this cat than I do about almost every ( Read more... )

IN A FAR AWWWAAAY LAAAND

I'm excited! Tomorrow night I finally get to see Don Giovanni! I've always wanted to see this performance. There probably won't be tree people though.. I like tree people.

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I hope there are smiles.