Dear Ashley,

[chakramfan]

I am so sorry that I hurt you in the way that I did. I had no idea that I had caused you so many nights full of tears and loneliness. Right now I am just not ready to handle this kind of "relationship." I know that right now we are kind of on bad terms. I am just trying to express all of my thoughts to you. I feel like you need to know the

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thanks

[first4him]

Hey, Yeah I'm sorry for yelling at you and always pestering you and nagging you. You know that I am only looking for your best interest. I love you so much, I just don't want to see you go downhill. Joe, listen to what your mind tells you is wrong, you know in your heart it is, you are just to selfish in your desires to listen to what God is trying to tell you. Everything will be ok, all in good time. I really do love you alot, still. I only hurt you because I am hurting so much, and having a really rough time, I can't even stop the tears now as I'm writing you. Please be good to yourself, you know what God wants from you, and he is the only place to find happiness. I love you so much. Ash

she's right

[starks]

joe...we all know it. ashley's right. you know what your mind is telling you that you want is wrong. God put it in your heart what's right for you and you have chosen to disobey Him. please, please, please pray. and don't just pray, listen. you need Him right now and He wants you to listen and execute His will. we all love you and care for you so much and don't want to see you go the wrong way. if you need someone to talk to you know that i have always been there for you. thank you for being so honest with me from the beginning and always telling me what's going on. i love you so much even when we get it really bad fights (and you know how those go...geez!) i just want you to do what's right with God and not what's right with Joe.
In His Name,
Megan

Re: she's right

[chakramfan]

megan... I just do not understand what I am supposed to do. When I do "what god wants me to do", i get unhappy. I have tried so many times to do things that god has asked me and I feel like a complete failure when I mess it up. I am so lost and confused and I do not know where I am supposed to go. I am glad to know that you care about me. and Ashley too. I am cant make any promises that I am goiong to become a perfect person overnight. I do not have that ability. I know what God wants for, but I am not sure that it is what I want for me right now. It isw very hard to do something that i am not sure that I want to do. Give me a call MegMeg. I loveyou very much.
Love you,
JoJo