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[champagnelaugh]

if i died tomorrow, you should know that i already lived, and take my word for it, ive seen beauty.

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dmitri!

[snowhitesmile]

how is northern california??????? we miss you. <3

You haven't called me yet

[anonymous]

I'm still waiting for that phone call. I miss you. Lots of Love,
Kal

Re: You haven't called me yet

[champagnelaugh]

i did call. hit me back - (805) 326-7094

[be_satisfyed]

thats wonderfulousse

[champagnelaugh]

its two-sided

[kinky_bri]

Well judging on how much you update it seems you did die tommorow =)

I miss you mann.

Come visit soon

♥ bre

[champagnelaugh]

sorry. i did update, it was very truthful although partial, but i had to delete it to make this life more livable. this girl is good to me, but now and then, she really hurts.
when she's hungry, she don't give a shit about me. when she wants to sleep, she don't give a shit about me.
she don't treat me like she wants to be treated. she hung up on me last night and when i told her i hung up on her at the same time, she got pissed.
she picked me up today, i gave her my daily free meal from work, she took me home and then found out she had to go to work and i had to walk 45 minutes back, he pissed off at me because... i asked if she was heading where i was.
but now and then, its really worth it. and now and then, i realize just how inlove i am.
and then i talk to someone else and it seems to be a burden.

"oh no i've said too much.
i haven't said enough"
REM - losing my religous

awww yes

[snowhitesmile]

come back sometime in the fall, we'll pick roses, and drink drinks, and smoke cigarettes, and maybe everything will be some sort of all right, and i wont miss you so much..

Re: awww yes

[champagnelaugh]

sounds good. ill visit maybe during the summer, i don't know just yet, i don't know if i'll have a broken heart and i don't know when.
wait, so why didn't we do those things while i was there?
miss you too. say hi to jessica for me. and everyone else.
=)