i accepted this as it was. i accepted after fighting for it as long as possible that i would forever not be allowed back to camp. as much as i respected the directors/assistant directors, i understood their reasons and felt that it was unjust but understood. now though, i have a second chance. something has happened which may allow me at least a ( Read more... )

although the song is great i actually cant put in the song i want. its called "Song for Bob" and its from the assassination of jesse james by the coward robert ford. the entire soundtrack si quite honestly the most beautiful soundtrack i think i have ever heard. completely orginal music from nick cave and warren ellis. now the reason i love it: ( Read more... )

so its finally november and my favorite month is over. sad to say that its normally the worst month of the year for me but svatever. so i was lying in bed and thinking of everything that has happened to me for the past 4 years etc and i was like man i want to do a real play list about the last 4 years. so here it is i am starting it at 1:22 and ill ( Read more... )

Feedback is an important aspect of any undertaking in life. As such, I have decided to collect periodic feedback from you, friends ( Read more... )

so i sit hear on a saturday morning and i think. what do i think about? well you know the usual. so ive been thinking of pickin up the camera again. ive been talkin to this girl and she invited me out to a "drag queen race" no joke. thats the date. its kinda weird but u know me. i enjoy the weirdness. its gonna be our "first date" and heres the ( Read more... )

its been almost a month since an update. i just woke up like a sec ago cause i got to sleep in today whoot whoot! hold on i have to pee....ahhh thats better. so i guess ill start from when i left off cause it only seems right. kristen offically hates me. i called her asking about how she wanted me to get her book back and it turned into a fight and ( Read more... )

so its been a while since a real one so here i go: dont know where to start. this has been possibly one of the best weeks and one of the worst. so i woke up on monday and i was feelin pretty good. didnt know why but i did. i do my morning ritual and afterwards im like hmmm, todays different. something goods gonna happen. well i got a call from DC ( Read more... )

so in a matter of a couple of days, my life has turned topsy turvey. start with thursday and i literally almost had a meltdown on wednesday/thursday. came to the realization that i was graduating and had nothing prepared. not to mention people losing recommendations and people not even sending them in. so that was stressful, plus wirting like 3 ( Read more... )

so SIT in vermont lost my recommendation for the third fuckin time. not happy about it at all. nope nope nope nope. since monterey fell threw ive been trying to find another school and so ive found SIT, but knowing my luck theyll get the third recommendation and deny my application because they havent recieved the fourth. why did i trust hughes, my ( Read more... )

yes i know i have been writing alot lately mainly due to boredom and mono but i really dont care. i have class at 830 tomorrow and i had a flash of somethign i just needed to write about. so i decide that im gonna swim later in the day so i can watch another episode of boston legal. really funny show. check it out. anyway so i go to my phone and ( Read more... )