that some people could have everything they wanted if they just changed their ways but they won't do a damn thing to change then you have some people that would do anything just for the slightest chance at what they want. Its just so unfair my childhood was a nightmare I lost my home when I was 10 and my family was forced to live in my grandmother' ( Read more... )

Well the 3rd anniversary of my nephew Antonio's passing was a few days ago its been 3 years and I still miss him very much but I have good news my lil sis his mother is nearly 6 months pregnant and ....

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Sucks!! Right now my hip hurts so much I could cry and I did this morning! I find out that someone I thought was a friend is a lying back stabber who I feel used me! This person claimed to have no money she told me she didn't know who to pay her rent or have money to send to her elderly mother but the bitch in in New York at the Plaza!! Does this ( Read more... )

Yep life stinks. I have been trying to find another part time job with no luck...nobody wants to even give me a damn interview..well I had one interview like two weeks before Christmas but I come to find out she was a liar...she said she would call my references but they told me she never called :( I can't get a job,I can't get the man I love LIFE ( Read more... )

Nightmare!!!!!!! I want to know when it will end!! All I get is grief!! I get yelled at, screamed at and picked on!! I can do nothing right I am just a fuck up in everyone's eyes! I hate the new tiny apartment we have to live in all I want is my own fucking place!! Melanie and I deserve that much! I mean how could I even begin to think of a ( Read more... )

today has been okay I guess. Packages came in the mail which is always fun. No doggies today but I will see them tomorrow. SO its been a pretty boring day. Of course the one thing that's usually on my mind is of course still on my mind and I think it always will be. Like I said all these feelings they're so new to me I've never been in love before ( Read more... )

MY LIFE!!! I feel like nobody gives a fuck about me or understands anything I am going through or feeling. I was actually dumb enough to think I was talking to the guy I love and want more than anything online but it was just some shit head jerk playing games with people's feelings. I don't really have anything in my life. This guy who doesn't ( Read more... )

Does love feel this way?? Some days its a great feeling while other days it hurts so bad. My feelings for this guy are so strong I have the desire to be as close to him as possible. He fills my thoughts and dreams ..(I actually had a dream about him last night, he was so sweet and there was love, romance and Sex.) I need this man so badly...my ( Read more... )

Do? I have all these feelings for this guy. I know in my heart what I feel. i know its love. Some people may think its obsession but its not. I truly am deeply in love with him. I have never felt this way about anyone its a new feeling for me and I don't know what to do.Sometimes feel great about it while other times it scares the crap out of me. ( Read more... )

messed up right now. Let me start by saying LOVE STINKS!! What do you do when you're so in love with a guy that you eat at places he likes, you cheer for his favorite sports teams(even wearing team shirts), want to learn how to play the sport he loves to play, buy a book just because its about his favorite tv show, buy t-shits with the state/city/ ( Read more... )