Comments | chanasarah: Sadness

chanasarah

Sadness

Jul 08, 2007 06:51

A deep sadness fills my heart today. It is not my physical discomfort, my loss, regrets, or sense of what could have been, but the indescribable pain I see on my little girl's face. Her precious smile, youthful laugh, naive love of everything that has been replaced by trying to understand something she never should have had to. It is hard to go ( Read more... )

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tx_cronopio July 8 2007, 11:40:59 UTC

I didn't know this had happened. I will keep you in my prayers today.

chanasarah July 12 2007, 04:17:12 UTC

The pregnancy had been quite exhausting and having a 14 month old had been keeping me quite busy - I have barely had the time for LJ and when the kids had gone to bed, I was so bloody tired, that I just didn't have the energy to keep up. I was in cincy this past week to visit family for a few happy occassions and this trip has just continued to throw a few punches my way.

citrinepoint July 8 2007, 13:47:32 UTC

He really is a sweet beautiful soul. When I talked to him yesterday I thought...I know why she fell in love with him. You are all in my prayers and if you need anything give me a call.

chanasarah July 12 2007, 04:11:07 UTC

Thank you. I plan on coming home this Sunday and look forward to seeing people Monday or Tuesday at the house. E has camp until 3:30...Is yours at camp again this year, too?

E has been very sad that she has been missing camp. She asks every day if she can go to her camp. I can't believe how much she remembers from last year! She wasn't even 3 yet, but still seems to remember so much.

citrinepoint July 12 2007, 12:43:37 UTC

Yep Sophia is at camp too :) She's not as thrilled with it as she was last year and I'm not exactly sure why. She is happy once she is there but she's not excited to go like she has been in the past.

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chanasarah July 12 2007, 04:12:03 UTC

I am so glad that you guys came in to our lives these past 2 years. We look forward to spending more time together!

jlecrone July 8 2007, 14:14:12 UTC

There really are no words here except this... I love you all very much. I'm SO glad that you have each other and have found a way to lean on each other and support one another through this. My heart, thoughts, and prayers are with you today, and in all the 'todays' to come.

chanasarah July 12 2007, 04:12:57 UTC

Can't wait to see you! I'll be home sometime in the early afternoon on Sunday. HOpe to see you either Monday or Tuesday! Miss you so much!

seanpatfannon July 9 2007, 00:38:47 UTC

May precious souls lost to us forever abide in Light.

May those of us left behind find peace and comfort in the arms of those who Love us.

This is my prayer for you, and for us all.

chanasarah July 12 2007, 04:14:04 UTC

such beautiful and kind words. Thank you! If you happen to be down south about 100 miles this weekend, let us know. We will be in Cincy until Sunday.