some realizations come when its too late

im glad hes happy but im super bummed. if only there were'nt 4 hours of road between us

im a little home sick

i ditched a lot of things today. i said i was puking. people are a little upset. but all i can handle right now is studying and work ( Read more... )

i spoke in spanish all night and it felt so good ( Read more... )

i dont get out much anymore ( Read more... )

i enjoy ( Read more... )

so ever since i watched pink flamingos the other night i cant get this damned song out of my head. it makes me so happy

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that movie makes me miss kyle and teague and all their stupid tattoos. though im sure conor has made them think im a huge cunt. whatever ( Read more... )

i was on the verge for the past few weeks. i was freaking out. being delicate with something and in effect fucking up everything else. while one friendship grew the other broke. and conor is holding this money over my fucking head. saying he has it, then never showing up, then my landlord getting impatient, then the same shit all over. no sleep no ( Read more... )

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my life was put on pause from day one of dating rusty until i moved to this neighborhood and started meeting people that were more like myself. i feel truly and completely me right now. which is wonderful. but i dont know what happend to me for 3 years. im doing again everything that i was doing right before i met him. its weird. punk, binge ( Read more... )

i enjoy the smell of cutting wood and greasy turning metal gears ( Read more... )

oh life oh poverty oh what am i to do.

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