i'm already making an effort to change.

gah. i'm too pressured :)) Whether  I like it or not, it's not going to go away all of a sudden. 
I AM making an effort to change, and wow, uh, certain things people told me today, made me want to go like,

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gonna say goodbye now.
to what?
to useless ol' me.

 TIME FOR CHANGE.TIME FOR CHANGE.
TIME FOR CHANGE TIME FOR CHANGE.

i'll have to rewrite my life.

 i don't like myself.
if you can't stop them, join them.
lez all go for the bea medrano hate bandwagon and kill her someday.

Criss Angel, you rock my life, don't you.

Oh well. I've been looking for someone to hurt anyway, *goes off and gets shovel* here I come! :D

 I'm whispering your name again.

Whispering until it's all just air and phonics. 

I need to escape.

I can count the number of times you've talked to me. Though I just can't quite remember the number.
I want to blame you. I want to hate you and I want to just talk to you because I sort of miss you.

 i dont know whats going on anymore.
i'm losing everyone.
i'm disappearing.
wow.
i really am.

 boy, you give me hope. :p

ahahhaha. thank you :)

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