when you mattered, i was so sick of being stuck and going no where.
and then when you mattered, i was so sick of being stuck, i clawed my way out, and all the while, while i was moving, it hurt, hurt a lot.
and now i'm stuck again.

oh man.

 this is why i cried so hard, friday. cried so hard i had to lie down. cried so hard it took 8 hours for me to laugh again. cried so hard i wanted to die ( Read more... )

you know what? i'm just
numb.

im just.
easy to forget like that

i hope you're happy. i fucking hope you're happy.
i fucking hope you hurt like me. cry like me. fall like me. like me.whatever. the world's an unfair place. i just hope you like where you are, hate where you are, what's the difference. i don't even know anymore ( Read more... )

 should follow my own advice from time to time.
i like helping other people more than helping myself.
cause i'm a lost cause anyway.

 i don't know what i want. i don't know what i want. i want this. i want that. i can't be this. i can't be that. i just want to be someone. i just want to be somene to someone. i dont know what i want. is this what i wanted. i dont know. i want to scream i want to hide i want to jump i dont want to die what do i want i dont know what i want. i want ( Read more... )

 i taste blood

What the hell.

You. Piss. Me. Off.

Get. A. Fucking. Heart. Of. Your. Own. And.

Stop.
Breaking.
Mine.

wow. intense.

like i'll never be the same.

i is joining teh variety show. so watch if you want to live and support my awesomeness :D
kidding.

nah, whatever, it might be another epic fail haha. XD
and woah, dare i say it?

things are getting better. :)
oh yeah. yeheeeeeeeeey.

EFF YOU COMPUTER DOCUMENTATION. YOU RUIN TEH LIFE. And btw, I had fun yesterday, not as much as ( Read more... )

 Fuck naman.
bakit ba kung hindi ako sad, galit naman ako. :))
nakakapikon ka na. :))
nakakapikion yung salkdas;ldsak;kl mo na nakakainis na parang, CHILL.

CHILL CHILL CHILL. Mageexplode yang ulo mo.

They say, if you repeat a word over and over, it loses meaning, it feels foreign.
So i said your name. Over, and over, and over.
Over and over.
But I just ended up realizing how much I've missed saying your name, all this time.
So I say it again.
And again.
And again.
And again.
And again.

Life's a bitch.