Still I Feel the Same...

[changalla]

Well, only 50 minutes till school ends and I still want to ditch it. Today started off great actually. I got tons of sleep and I felt energized when I woke up...at 4:30 A.M. I'm not really feelings much right now...mostly I just feel relaxed..not good but definitly not bad. It's how deal with most problems...calm myself, relax and think about

Comments

[tanya_marie210]

You are funny..Don't get all serious and shit!
Fuck em! maybe you need to stop smoking for a while, we can be non-smokers together;)

jello

[fiscus]

i am sitting here eating jello reading your livejournal. i feel horrible that i brought this all on you. i know you have enough shit to deal with, and all i do is add more. im soo sorry. love you buddy!

You know...

[iheartfrankiero]

You're not the only one that does that, you know.

"It seems that I am just scared of relationships and my way of dealing with it is by making sure they don't like me. Of couse when someone really likes you that doesn't work because it makes them want to help you even more...I know this and still I do it."

That sounds a lot like me, Stephen... You know that people like me will always be here to talk if you want to. A L W A Y S.

-Sylvia
ThInK.hAPpY.tHoUgHtS.

Re: You know...

[changalla]

Thanks Sylvie, Your definitly my hero for the day lol...If I ever need someone to talk to I know where I can go.

LOVES

*changalla*

[cheergurl_91]

Stephen I'm not sure what your talking about, you don't have to tell me, but if this has n e thing to do whith me and what I wrote in my "love" entry tell me, 'cause I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable or any more worse than you already do. What Tanya said is true though, maybe u should stop smoking for a while, to me you are SO much more fun to be around, and a MUCH happier person when you havn't been smoking anything. I know you get sick of hearing me say this all the time, but it's true, luv ya lots.
i'm always here to talk if you need it

jen