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Uneasy Mind.
It's becoming increasingly more difficult for give up pot. Cigarettes I don't really mind giving up. But after almost two weeks it just seems my mood is getting worse and worse instead of better. I was under the impression that stopping this bad habit would make me feel better. But it seems I am, if not worse, the same as I was when I was ( Read more... ) -
It Just Seemed Like A Good Idea.
It just seemed like a good idea to write in this thing. I haven't written in so long. I remember looking at this for the first time after 4 years of not updating. Man, it's a trip. I've changed so much since then. It seems that I've ended my teenage years and have been pushed into adulthood.
The sad thing is seeing these entries has shown me ( Read more... ) -
FOB CONCERT!
Last night was definitley amazing! I went to the Fall Out Boy concert and it rocked my socks! I left school at 10 to get ready and left around noon to head up there. We got there at like 2:30 and the doors didn't open till 5 but there were still people waiting in line b4 we got there. We got pretty much near the front which was gr8 cause I got ( Read more... ) -
Restarting Old Habits!
Well I haven't written in this thing forever and for some reason I feel like writing in it again! My horoscope today says that I would want to stay home today and that I would be feeling emotional and more sensitive then usual and it's pretty much true ( Read more... ) -
Soldier Gone Astray....
This whole entry is dedicated to someone I miss very much. I hope you all read this because he deserves it ( Read more... ) -
Lovin Life and Livin it too....
So I found a friend that loves Astrology a lot like me. Tanya, word up g- unit. It's definitly one of the biggest hobbies I had which is gr8 because i didn't think I had n e too speak of ( Read more... ) -
Restless
Today is going ok. Nothing bad is going on...it's just a little boring. I haven't done n e thing and it's 3:30 :-O. I sure hope I get to do something ( Read more... ) -
Sittin in Class...Can't Listen..
Well Mike and I's promise to not smoke n e more didn't work out. We went like ten hours and guess what!? Mike bought another pack of cigs when we got high last night...dammit! Lol, we really thought we could smoke weeed and not want a cigarette but that didn't work out..oh well ( Read more... ) -
Still I Feel the Same...
Well, only 50 minutes till school ends and I still want to ditch it. Today started off great actually. I got tons of sleep and I felt energized when I woke up...at 4:30 A.M. I'm not really feelings much right now...mostly I just feel relaxed..not good but definitly not bad. It's how deal with most problems...calm myself, relax and think about ( Read more... ) -
Embarressed and Uncomfortable...
Well I just got done reading one of my friends journals and it basically said that I am an asshole too him but in a sugar coated way...Though I do not like admitting these things I believe I do. I have been trashing him all the time and hitting him but not like beating the shit out of him it's just hitting hard...I dunno doesn't make sense but I ( Read more... )