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Rain falls, and I fell
The most amazing thing happened to me this week, and even tonight. I fell really hard...I mean HARD. No, I'm not talking about taking physical tumbles into muddy puddles or onto slick, cold, cement sidewalks in the pouring rain. I'm talking about falling in love with my boyfriend again.
Tonight, I had an epiphany well before I got my birthday ( Read more... ) -
How Long Has it Been Again?
I can't help but think that my writing hiatus was a good thing ( Read more... ) -
Random Distractions
Los Angeles is always in twilight ( Read more... ) -
Today
Today I feel so...dark.
Last night, with Hanna crying next to me, I wondered if there weren't something wrong with the both of us. Hanna. God. She's lovely. She's perfectly lovely. She doesn't know that, but it's true ( Read more... ) -
Today is...Sublime
When that sun comes in, can you help but smile? Can you help but lie in the grass, soaking up that Vitamin D, and singing along to Sublime on the radio?
Can you tell the rain went away? Can you tell that I'm in a good mood? -
Angels wanna wear my red shoes...
When you spend a week by yourself at home (with Strep Throat) you tend to do a lot of thinking. You tend to evaluate your relationships and yourself. You tend to over-analyze everything, but you learn a lot. Sometimes you figure out things you didn't get before. Sometimes you don't. I did ( Read more... ) -
Talk about being bummed out...
So this November, not only being one of the most historical elections a person could possibly vote in, is the first election in which I am eligible to vote. Strike that. Was eligible ( Read more... ) -
I don't much care...
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Drunken ramblings..
you're a lover. you're a kind but dirty soul ( Read more... ) -
Le sigh...
You can't jump hurdles that are twice as high as your legs are long. Belief only gets you so far before reality kicks in, takes over. If I keep writing it all down, if I keep releasing whatever this is on a blank page, will it get better? Or keep things from hitting a boiling point? Or merely keep the crazy at this same level; a level, that I must ( Read more... )