Well today I finally called and made an appointment to go down to the Goddess Store to see if the would be intrested in having my shirts sold on consignment, now this is a very crucial step on my path the greatness so wish me luch!!!!

Today i think  I just need some time to myself, to clear my head of all of these  past events and decide what it really is that I want. Or to just sweep it under the rug for a later time and deal with it when it becomes convienient. Such as the possibility of me possibly falling in love, it scares me to death because of my fear of getting hurt and ( Read more... )

So far from the girl I use to know ( Read more... )

Thus time in my life, this week, hell this day has really help me put things into perspective. I have planned my life out, I know exactly what I want in life, and im not afraid to get out there and go for it with the agressiveness that I know that I have. Which leads me to this question............why the hel do I always put things off, and the ( Read more... )

Im pessimistic, I'm judgemental, I have a perverse need for attention.
I'm so stupid, and did i mention
I have insane asylum hoops, you have to go through
Just like you use to,
Nice to know you've figured me out,
Good to know you're my best friend...right before you pulled the knife out

Hello miss perfect!
Glad to know that i deserved it,
how could I be ( Read more... )

Hands are clammy ( Read more... )

      Okay, so im finally getting antsy and anxious waiting for my income tax money so that I can finally jump start my business. I'm starting a t-shirt company called Eden's Place, that has a very unigue grunge meets goth style. I design all the shirts my hand and the material of the shirts will be egytian cotton( i find it better then plain ( Read more... )

Jaded but un tattered, un tacked, unglued, but hollowed like summers fruit
I am an imperfection, a mess, a pleasant disaster
I do not wish to be perfect in any ones eyes but God even though that is impossible
I get lost im my head and get trapped in my own mazes
and with everyone else, i find I'm flabbergasted at their surprises 
I'm optimistic for a ( Read more... )

Today I'm just simply happy, I've found my happy place and i'm deciding to be insanely optimistic. Life is too short for doubt and fear, and honestly who gives a shit really about the opinions of our peers. Yeah they will have their opinions, there will definitley be a few pessimist, but you know what; we as indivisuals just have to rise above that ( Read more... )