halloween is coming and i dont know what to do, im going t with my friends, whatever im strong, now. Anyways i love this guy, thats loves me back but im making out with this other guyho loes me but i only enjoy him,you know..lo0l. Anways im stuck in between ( Read more... )

How and where do i start?
Well first off all, im going to say that im glad that i have what i want. :) That makes me happy.
Yesterday i was restricting and i binge-purge :(
well today was good i had 300 cals, but when it was time for dinner, it was like a bad battle in me :S hate this, but i dont care

Alright, ysterday was a good day. :) I had like 300 calories ( Read more... )

Okay so this morning at 9am i started my plan :)

My principal was like you lost 10 pounds last months...let me see if you loose another 10 pound..
110-november
100-december
90-january
80-feb

aww would it be wonerful :) :)

ill make it there, and then she will be like....omg....

New plan :
October 7- restrict 300 cals
October 8-restrict 400 cals
October 9-restrict 500 cals
October 10-restrict 400 cals
October 11-restrict 300 cals
October 12-restrict 200 cals
October 13-restrict 300 cals
October 14-restrict 400cals (lost 5 pounds)

Do it all over again

Im doing great :) Really i had 200 cals, and all in baby food. But one thing is that i forgot to take my diet pill..shit :( But ill take them tomorrow. Anyways i dont know if i lost anything, ill know tomorrow when ill go babysit. I hope all of you are doing good. Well i dont have much too say.
Love you girls :) Bye xxx

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wrong me...i binge...and i reweighted myself ( cloths on ) and i weight 125...maybe im really 122 but since i have a belt and i binge and my cloths are heavy well..i dont know, ill see tommorow morning.

I hate this. I'm not good at anything, really! I hate how i can eat in so little time! God im mad. I can't do anything right, never. I suck, i'm starting a 110 hour restrict 200 at 7pm tonight and i WISH for the love of god i can do this...well i better fuck i have 300000 pounds to loose and i have little time ( Read more... )