hey umm...wow...lots of stuff...my job? well, I'm gonna be sleeping more often...I feel bad for the way kids are treated sometimes..i tend not to want a break because i wannna make sure things are being handled right...I mean I like it...true to form but its very exhausting...i am tired...*ssssssss* the premier went well, it was sweet..i mean I ( Read more... )

Hey yall..Im stressed....god i dunno where to start...lassie, after reading your post i think we should start a club...^_^ (sigh)
Mj <3

Back to stress mode..I have scholarships to turn in (tunred in two yesterday) I have work and books to read a research paper to do a program to finish and an attitude to adjust. I am also hopped up on rockstar juiced and could use something nice..I tried to rent another movie to calm me down but it didnt work. Yesterday I planned to go to drama to ( Read more... )

I made 220$ this weekend at the main lodge baby sitting and then got a job at the play center starting next weekend...Im really happy about that because i need to start worrying about college...Umm I've been having really wierd dreams lately..i dunno why...but things with me have been goin swell considering i Hate school but am glad i got a job... ( Read more... )

waiting for a bit until i eat....I should reconsider...but whatever..i guess humans eat...so essays and books....I read and write you....but....*sigh* what will I get out of it? I want to graduate already..i can't write the way I once did....my inspiration is nil and cliched...which I prefer not to write....I am finding that maybe i can't be what i ( Read more... )

I had a dream that my gma told me that my mother died...i sat without expression trying to find the feeling ( Read more... )

you make me want write a sonnet ( Read more... )

Ian and I just had a water fight/wrestling match in Dorians living room and my jeans are soaked!! hehe ^_^ we are so happy thank god....except he totally won't stop trying to bite my shoulder blade "IAN STOP!" Anyway me and Suki are the best of friends except this morning when she was trying to wake me up by trying to take my earing out with her ( Read more... )

Dad..mom...thanks..the pills I will require my entire life *according to john (my pshyciotrist)* .....*sigh* i take things way to hard..but its only becasue my breathing slows down everytime I hold on to long....I knew jake would change..it makes me cry sometimes...Im loosing one of my closest friends..i confided in him..and it felt like he walked ( Read more... )

okay and so i have recieved a kitten form perry and an awesome picture from lassiekins that i hung above my bed..i have been a little on the extreemly sick side but its all good...I have been getting over my nemonia...slowly but surely with all the damn medicicne they got me on....
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