i hurt. my anxiety is pretty much controlled on meds, but it leaves room for my depression to run rampant. i cant really figure out why i jus dont get it fixed. i think it's probably because i'm ashamed. i think my only option for now is to dump everything on here.

i liked shinee. i wasn't a shawol but i liked them. their songs were chill and they always made me wanna dance. this.. event is hitting me hard, not because i was crazy for him or anything, but because i know the struggle. well 'know' is a strong word. it's really more along the lines of 'understand'. with terrible anxiety, depression was ( Read more... )

He found her sitting there, sight of loneliness and vulnerability, something of a dichotomy with what he knew of this girl so far. With Amy’s words in his head, he tries to offer comfort somehow. He needn’t bother ( Read more... )