My life isn't going as good as I would like it too. My mom and dad do not feel that they are a problem in this, and when a trained professinoal tells them that they are, they dont accept the fact (which by the way is what they tell me to do) they try to argue it. In fact my dad wants to have words with my counseler because my cousneler made my ( Read more... )

Today, and the past few days have been cool. I've let go of something that I've been holding onto for way too long, and it's all thanks so some talking to a couple certain friends and pulling an all-nighter. I'm a lot happier now, and I think both sides of this deal will benefit. I'm tired and I have school, which im doing well at in the morning ( Read more... )

School sucks. I honestly hate that place. Like I don't find the education aspect, it's the people that suck. Everyone there is immature. Seriously, like their minds are so far behind thier age it's enough to drive a sane man crazy. I go there and I make it through the day through me visualizing making them all suffer. That may sound sick, but ( Read more... )

So school started. It's not bad...my teachers are cool, a couple of them are weird. One of my teachers clearly has a mental problem. She gets drunk with power, and shes a raging powerholic. I hate her, I'm going to make her life hell, because I won't do a damn thing for her that I don't feel I should do. I have another teacher that doesn't ( Read more... )

Today was the last "late night" of summer. It was a good one. We went to Moodies Light. It was pretty cool, that shit actually happened and stuff. Now I'm just doing nothing, and my mom was bitching at me to go to sleep. I'm not going to. I'm off to cruise around on myspace..

WE GO TO SCHOOL TOMMOROW

how fun.....(blah)

Tonight was filled with random lol. Bad things happened. The show got shut down, moved to Raquels, then all of a sudden we deicded to play. We got to play and we finished our set and the cops came and shut it down, he was cool about it. I went to docs house, and we had to leave because of something bad. Then I went to Mcdonalds and they were ( Read more... )

I fucked up. I fucked up, and that's all I can say. I fucked up something huge. I was in love, and I fucked it up. Call me emo, I don't care, I fucked up. Theres no one to blame but myself. Do you know the feeling...the feeling where you've just passed up something that you shouldn't have? It sucks. I'm so fucking worthless, I've changed so ( Read more... )

So I forgot the update yesterday. I fell asleep, I needed that sleep really bad, and I'm about to sleep again lol. Yesterday and the day before consisted of a lot. It was Andrew's 19th birthday, and I was going to go to some place in Rensaleer with him, but I couldn't cause schools coming and I have to get into the "School sleeping pattern." ( Read more... )

So I decided that before school starts I'de make another one of these. I really like Live Journals, and I could not tell you why. My summer so far has been a blast. I haven't stayed in a single night all summer, except when I was sick for the first two days....I got sick from menthol cigarettes, which is weird cause I smoked menthol for a good ( Read more... )