omg allergies! what the fuck?! the weather changes and it's like my face is exploding with mucus and tears. this is just fucking rediculous. for a while i thought i had a flu...this is really bad. i can't sleep with this going on, i slept like 2 hours last night and even during those 2 hours i woke up like 5 times cause i couldn't breathe. this isn ( Read more... )

i just offered to contribute writing content to a website. now, there's no pay involved, but if the reply is favorable this could basically be the beginning of my writing 'career'. der. it sounds dumb to say that, but i'm excited. this feels right. going to faggot quad C makes me feel intellectually dead. i can't wait till this semester is over and ( Read more... )

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ok i think i have a place to start in regards to my religion. the focus of all of my work will be to find practical applications of occult practices as they relate to the science, control, understanding, and improvement of the mind. i want to study rituals from other parts of the world, specifically the ones that either meet or exceed the ( Read more... )

Synopsis: A man looses everything- his family, his job, his house and his car due to an uncontrollable cocaine addiction. He wanders around downtown New York for years living off of scrap and collecting change. One night he becomes suicidal and decides to walk to the jersey shore where he was raised before ending his life. He jumps into the water, ( Read more... )

www.whatisthesecret.tv

man this can't be good at all. i really don't like the last line "whatever you want is yours, happiness" etc "when you have the secret". if someone ever offers you happiness, tries to make it seem like all your problems will go away easily, they are bullshitting you, and they have an agenda.

man, what the fuck...relationships can suck a lot of ass sometimes. lately things between me and renay have felt kinda not right- when she's depressed i'm not, and when i am she isn't. that's basically it. unfortunately there's nothing that can really be done about it. at this point having her in my life isn't really helping me. this kind of thing ( Read more... )

instead of starting an all-out religion i might just start a website (first). it would have to do with finding practical applications of occult/supernatural practices that most people would consider 'new age', and it would attempt to filter out all of the actual knowledge from the bullshit. cause i've thought about it and that's what i spend a lot ( Read more... )

stupidity is flourising. if you think about it, whoever has engineered our soceity has done a really really great job. most of what is considered stupid nowadays is, more accurately, detrimental to the status quo, and that's all. for example, people would say it's stupid to shoplift. why? because it's wrong? who defines what is right and wrong? for ( Read more... )