Hard to believe I'm writing here again.  I've become an incredibly depressed and angry person since the last time.  Over the last several years, I've gotten disillusioned with life.  My allergies, GERD, and now arthritis in my back bother me non-stop, no matter what medication I take.  I never feel good anymore.  Where I was once positive and ( Read more... )

This post is about how things really are and why I am how I am. The world needs to be looked at objectively. I'm always asking myself what really matters and if things are true. Should I be mad at this? Happy at this? Is that person actually mad at me? Does family/blood matter? What is good and is there inherent meaning in stuff? Is any ( Read more... )

I'm out of TDA. They decided to drop ACWA. The two shitty things are that I was supposed to be involved in business decisions and that Ed didn't let me tell the students. I'm going to do it now on FB, anyway. They're never going to grow. I'm going to try to start my own place. A shooting range sounds like the best idea. People there are ( Read more... )

That finger thing turned out to be MRSA and put me out of commission for workouts and teaching ACWA for almost two months. Got some serious cabin fever going for a bit there. The additional time dealing with the opportunistic fungal infection was annoying. I'm still healing up, but the infection stuff is gone. Can't quite make a fist with my ( Read more... )

I am sick with a stomach flu. Lots of puking yesterday. Hot and cold flashes with sweats all the time. Coughing at night. It takes quite a while to go to sleep. Last night I ended up sleeping on the living room floor immediately in front of the fan. Got an hour or so in ( Read more... )

I'm mostly healed. No scab stuff, anyway. My chest looks pretty normal. Got a clot thing under my right nipple, but the doctor said it should go away on its own over time. He also said it could take 2-3 years to get the feeling back. Not that I ever liked anything touching my nipples anyway, but it's weird having a spot on your body that you ( Read more... )

My surgery is done! I'm healing up. It's not too bad. I was scared of the anesthesia. Not a fan of being shut off. This chest compress bandage is pretty annoying. I don't know why anyone would willfully wear a tube top ( Read more... )

We're in Texas! After a stay at my mom's in Longview, we've set up at our apartment in Fort Worth. We finished unpacking and building stuff. The place is really nice for how much we're paying. Nicest apartment I've lived in. Registered for college. I started up ACWA again, but I'm in the instructor program now. Everything is moving right ( Read more... )

Dinelia is out of the Navy! She's feeling a lot better. Got her diet and workout going good and bumped mine up as well. We get to keep the military medical coverage for six more months, then we'll have to switch it to a lower/other plan. We're both getting college stuff ready. I switched to Radiology Tech. I may do the MSW thing one day, but ( Read more... )

I got a real bed in the bedroom after all. Had to stand it vertical. No way a king size would've gone in, though. FYI, 12" foam mattresses are pretty heavy and are all wobbly when you're moving them, but they do bend around corners ( Read more... )