february 17th at house of blues, the acdemy is with panic! at the disco and hellogoodbye, its gonne be fuckin awesome. comment if u wanna meet up there ( Read more... )

so i check courtneys comments and some ignorant fuck puts up a past memory of me and her, which needless to say, was stupid. sure, i still wish things hadnt gone so sour between me and her, but the shit did hit the fan and we did break up. thanks man, but your realy not helping. ive accepted the fact that she has found someone else and that shes ( Read more... )

so katy goes over this whole thing last night and bassically were only support for eachother, which is cool, i dont mind it, i was kinda gettin use to being single anyway, think ill swing a bit longer i guess. got my eyes on a woman already though, kinda weird right? whatever though, i wanna make this entry a bit longer but theres not much more to ( Read more... )

so ya, life has improved somewhat.........ok alot, ive gotten over certain things and have learned to accept my aunt sandy's fait, as unchangable and horrifying as it is. my family came down from virginia, it makes me miss it soooooo much, my uncle tommy reminds me of myself so much its not even funny, these guys fuckin rock. went out last night to ( Read more... )

hahahaha i may have finally lost it!its times like this when i try to think but its like, i dunno alot of points of view come into my head, like other people, its a bit strange. like i wanna laugh my ass off but break something and cry at the same time. i dont like this at all. well, maybe i do. it helps a bit to look at things in differant ways at ( Read more... )

well, its been a while since ive updated.....not sure how to put everyhting thats happened in the past few weeks into words. lets start with the begginning of the month. the one person who i thought i could always be with and count on breaks up with me. three days later i found out that she was cheating on me with a thirty nine, thats right 39 year ( Read more... )

holy shit, ok. alot of stuff has happenned since last update, but none of its important except the last week. i went to the keys with my family and courtney and it fucking rocked! i caught a big ol fish, and went snorklin n stuff and best of all, i got to spend a lot of time with courtney. best vacation ever. shes goin through a pretty rough time ( Read more... )

ive had zero sleep, been bustin my ass on chores all day, went to the dentist, and had nothing but a bowl of cereal all day...........and for some strange reason, im not eve tired. by all acounts i should be on the brink of uncounciousness, but oh well.....this is gonna be short and brief because i said so.......ill elaborate on it more when my ( Read more... )

over the past few weeks i have spent alot of time with someone. somone very dear to me and she knows who she is. i wrote a poem in her yearbook (kinda late i know) but i feel i need to share it, took me hours to come up with despite its size but i think its good. and if youdont like it kiss my ass cuz im in love.........bitches ( Read more... )

spent this weekend with courtney too, is was great. went to see episode 3, amazing. went to star wars weekend, great. spent friday night in courtneys arms, prieless. i wish we could live together but thats gonna b a while, plus i dont know what im gonna do or a living. my keyboards fucked up. anyway, heres a survey.