"I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't."
- Marilyn Monroe

I'm just a mediocre person,
Looking for her mediocre life,
Searching for that mediocre man,
to make me his mediocre wife.

I was thinking today about everything and anything which is a current issue worth any sort of thought in my life. I pondered and contemplated several different possible life outcomes based on future actions made by me. If I finish school, will I enjoy my career choice? Will it be rewarding? Will I feel I've made a difference in peoples' lives? Or ( Read more... )

I just wish I was born as a housecat. If I could trade places with ella right now, I'd do it in a heartbeat. Fuck my life ( Read more... )

want to remember.
went camping 4 days, 3 nights.
saw a bear!
found a huge field of sunflowers,
took pics of bear's poop,
found an amazing lake with a beach,
went to the real beach,
got kicked off,
got a tiny tan,
saw a rainbow,
huge spider,
hung with cousin and his family,
more,
i will think of it later.
just don't want to forget this much.

and remember everyone's birthday like it's nobody's business.
so if we used to hang out or be friends, you bet i think about you on your birthday.

i want 500 dogs. and another kitten. it was so cute when i brought ella home with me. shes still cute, but nothing beats a little freshy.

Stop complaining and do something. It's easy and rewarding. If you tell people your life sucks, they will believe you. Trust me.

And I'm still laying in bed, I have millions of thoughts that I feel like capturing. Plus, I am NOT a morning person so I don't really feel like leaving the nest yet ( Read more... )

Down the old staircase...I'm walking out the door. I feel lost here ( Read more... )

I deleted EVERYONE.

Let me know if you want to be added again.

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