i need somebody.

i can't do this anymore. i'm done. i'm through. i give up.

[why does it hurt us more than them!?]

i've thrown up about 6 times since i woke up today.

everytime i try to eat, it all comes out.
=[

i don't get it.

ahahahahhahaaaaaaaaaaa

woo.

disneyland on wednesday with stephanie silva! my silva bell!
mmm. that day is needed. she brings back the anger and it makes me feel better. ahahahahaa.

...In the plot that you passed through your teeth there was no pity ( Read more... )

i want my own robin hood.

is it even worth it?
should i keep trying?

i think i may be wasting my time.
i sure hope not.

oh negativity.

"...but the sun only comes out when it feels like coming out."

brother. 23. wow, he's old.

hm. i told my mom to stop talking today.
death is such a scary topic. one that i'd like to avoid...

i didn't think this would bother me so much. i thought i had prepared myself...but the fact that it came up again makes me nervous. it's been 6 long months. if it's ending the way we think it is, i guess i'm glad?

brother says it's my fault ( Read more... )

i still miss him ( Read more... )

san pedro cliffs <3 ( Read more... )

mrs. arzt decided to talk about abraham lincoln. she didn't want to mention anything about death i guess...but little vinny raised his hand and said "i know who killed him. john shot his head." such a smart kid ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking pissed.