So, I've been thinking.... way too much. I don't understand my brain. I don't realize what I do sometimes. Its always act first, think later, then realize how I fuck everything up. I wish I wasn't so quick to act... it would really save me a lot of hard to sleep nights. Its funny I've been told that I just can't be understood. I am in complete ( Read more... )

BILL! (Snake Charmer)

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It's like I just can't get things to go my way. I'm trying to make things better for me.... but it just isn't working. It seems no matter what I do, I just mess things up. I'm just frustrated!!!!! I know its all gonna work out someday, but why can't that someday come quicker?

I've been trying to start over. I'm thinking of quitting a lot of things. Mostly smoking weed, cause I have just felt stupid for awhile now. I really just want to get out of school, and I just find myself not wanting to do anything ( Read more... )

The worst part about it all is knowing that you hurt someone else. At the worst moment possible you actually realize that you mean something to someone else, and you realize that you hurt them. Until that moment you didn't know you could hurt them, but then you find out you did. I don't like putting worries on the ones I care about. The last thing ( Read more... )

My head is going to explode.

Trouble (Taken from "Parachutes ( Read more... )

So I've been making some life changes. I figured out that I am pretty much just crazy and I will have to figure it out by myself. I am thinking of changing my major to Linguistics, if I can get out sooner. I might just do it anyway. Hospitality kind of makes me feel like a moron. It isn't a bad major, but I just feel like I should be doing ( Read more... )

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