I had an amazing time the other night, it was well needed. I posed the idea of going on a night hike with my friend Lucas on monday and we decided to flip through my book of hiking trails along the coast and picked on of the unmarked ones along the coast past carmel. Of course we couldn't find it but the spot we stopped at we walked a little ways ( Read more... )

that someone was here as a shoulder to cry on. I hate this place, there's nobody out there for me, people dont understand me and they dont want to. and EVERY FUCKING NIGHT that I feel like this I cant get ahold of a single FUCKING PERSON... I wish some freak accident would happen and kill me. Life is about constant suffering, it's hard to be happy ( Read more... )

They are my world, they are my family...since I was younger I have been distant from my biological family because of a lot of stupid things that ended up happening with all of us and so most of my life I devoted to my friends whom I seemed to see more often than my own flesh n blood. Because of this I have relied on the strength and comfort to come ( Read more... )

Why do I always feel like shards of a bigger person? I dunno, it's an odd feeling and I dont quite know what to make of it. maybe it's a result of compartmentalizing my friends, gahhh, I'm all confuzzled @_x *spins around and falls to the ground* Blarrgghh, meh. anyway I need a nap now so I'll be good for the rest of the day. wish I had some ( Read more... )

This last weekend was horrible, other than friday night and saturday morning....

the fridge and bathroom were left a mess when my roommate left to, running on no sleep go me..

I think I'm gonna start doing a video blog to keep people updated and stuff heh

Should be interesting if I can get my friends to help me :D

Nate :D

I am a freaking nerd, I love my background though haha ( Read more... )

Just Fuck me now...People are doing a good job at it right now, I love how I just draw the short end of the stick all the fucking time. Someone please grab a knife I have a waiver for murder written and signed just come finish the job for me.

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10 hours of my life was invested in beating the SubSpaceEmissary lol...It was amazing, I am very satisfied with the work that went into the game. The cutscenes were a pleasant surprise :D If you wanna play online with me sometime and have a wii here's my friend code, dont forget to post yours in my comments or send it in a message if you decide to ( Read more... )

The world is vastly unique in the way it works, even though there is no other physical world we can see and compare to The world itself is a wonderous thing and the rules it follows and flows with create a beauty beyond imagination. I love looking out into the green lucious life and thinking about how the world works and fits as a puzzle made up of ( Read more... )