bye bye to this entry..i hope nobody read it...

If anyone still reads this (Jon) I have a myspace now..look me up

It has been a really long time since I have updated this thing. And I'm pretty sure nobody reads it except for Jon so I can pretty much write freely ( Read more... )

i deleted this entry just cuz...

...But I know I aint the same, I think her death it must be killing me.

Yeah..but, I hope someday you have it all..

I finally got a job yah for grocery stores. I can't type with these nails though. We found an awesome apt, im excited about. Its remodeled and got brand new appliances and a great kitchen and a big master bedroom. I got to go pick Randy up...more t0o c0meooo~!

Today I went to the dentist and got my tooth fixed! Damn extreme sled riding onto rivers! Baby was off work today and we stayed in bed til..about half hour ago! I love him so much, I want to spend the rest of my life with Randy. He went skating and I am checking my email and then I'm gonna get outta bed finally and get in the shower ( Read more... )

I miss Carly and Eric a lot but my life is really great right now other than my two closest friends are dead.

I moved in with my boyfriend

you know whats funny laugh

::foot itch::
lauighs more
kkk kkk kkk kkk

ha HA HA HA H
now ur writing bad shit about me huh

::sad face::
moan
baby!!!

Me: "what...yeah?"

stank ass socks

wooo

RIP Eric, you were the closest thing to me after Carly died and I will miss u so fuckin much. You can finally be with your baby girl again.. I'll never forget you, Don't know what I would have done without you these past 2 months...you never know, maybe I'll see you soon... I love and miss you both, thanks for everything

...If i wasn't high I'd prolly try to blow my brains out. - Tupac

Everything has changed. My best friend Died..(RIP CARLY) I dropped out of college, I am an alcoholic and I do a lot of heroin.

Fuck it.

I'm done.

...Promise you everything, they'll never lie, don't even know what it is you want so how could I ever try ( Read more... )