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xxvi. in layman's terms.
[If you disobey me], I'll hang you by the neck.
This ... this is what my dad says to my 5-year-fucking-old half sister. That kid is going to be traumatized ... or worse, end up like my dad because his father used to say shit like that to him.
He wouldn't have said it if I hadn't pretended I was asleep. And that's the thing: people aren't real ( Read more... ) -
xxv. pick-up line, anyone?
"you gotta be hot with a body like that ... AAANY WAYYYY..we should party some time . you live in pacifica, i live in pacifica, i throw occasionaly partys and get togetheres @ my place every so often....let me know if your intersted ( Read more... ) -
xxiv. spilt ink and sticky stamps.
I am procrastinator squaredFor me, writing letters is deadly. One, it's easily addicting. Heck, I've been writing letters back-and-forth to people for ages and I've got a shoebox full of old letters, reminding me of my innocence and stupidity and wretched phases of ethnic pride, what-have-you. It was kind of sad (and 'sad' as in 'pathetic'). I ( Read more... ) -
xxiii. non mi ricordo di che cosa ho detto.
There's a reason why I refuse to speak with some people online, and, therefore, attempt to hide by creating pretentious or silly screen names that no one will ever figure out. There's also a reason why I hate people. Case in point:
drugged 24 7: haha im tweakin
quirky bean: ...
drugged 24 7: come over i'll share
quirky bean has signed off.Dude, ( Read more... ) -
xxii. as i begin to lose my grip.
Why is everyone annoying me today ( Read more... ) -
xxi. screaming 'til the heart shuts down.
They're yelling again and again and I hate it.
The only time the family is banded together and acting like a fucking real one is when someone is hurt or when I start making rifts between my mum and I.
Shall I make this permanent?
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xx. as the fog sweeps through.
Just to re-cap yesterday:
• The Mime Troupe: Very, very cool. Held at Dolores Park, sunny, and another show raising political awareness, etc.
• Filmore St. : Saw the smaller version of the Burning Man structure by Mr. Bench (I believe), played on the mini playground next to it and hung around like monkeys, saw the man who started Burning Man.
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xix. on the road again.
I drove, I panicked; it was lovely. (Translation: I pulled a Grand Theft Auto.).
Just kidding.
We went to Seton Medical Center, Serramonte, Shell, down Callan to Kragen's, and up Westborough to get back to my place: Foggy City. I hadn't driven for a year but I did rather well. However, my mum freaked when I made a mistake pulling into the car ( Read more... ) -
segment. i've seen it all and it's never enough.
Warning: Major Jason Wade Lifehouse-fangirling ahead and sticky caps and a detailed account of yesterday's activities, mostly for a memory keepsake.
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interlude. lifehouse @ slim's, san francisco.
OMG!
You have not lived if you haven't seen Lifehouse live.
More details tomorrow; I'm tired from all this adrenaline rush. Eek!