I find myself bewildered. So so sad, but the other part of me isn't sad. I'm like half vanilla half chocolate. Tears drip down my face like I'm 9, but my god I'm 30. I'm not wallowing so much in pity. You'll understand it if you read.

Is this karma? Was it that I wasn't appreciative enough and nature revolted against me? Something had to have ( Read more... )

is anyone up?? im dying here pleasse

I'm engaged :):)

It seems everyone including yours truly has abandoned LJ for Myspace. what wankers!

listening to the wavering thoughts ( Read more... )

It's been four days now I've felt this way.
*no fever
*no unique cough

But excessive fatigue inspite of getting 6-8 hours everynight. I think i'm getting
myself medical insurance monday...I think I'm worried. I avoided 3 hours of an
open bar tonight 'cause i didnt have neough energy..fuck

Our best friendship is bleeding but without limit ( Read more... )

it seems like, i'm going to Los Angeles on 2/1 this should be interesting...i don't know
why nothing gets me excited anymore...damn it! And no it's not 'cause i'm wah wah i'm fine,
it's just not overwhelming...I cannot wait to move 2.5 months!

full suited ( Read more... )

In other news...
I'm freakin' excited, going to see the Strokes at the Park West
Tuesday night. This venue only has a capacity of 900, it's smaller
than the bloody Metro. That shall be quite a kick arse experience.