what a weird night, i wish i could understand why my brain works the way it does, but it just does, so i can't argue with that, i guess my brain is set on being in love again, i hate empty ass hookups, they're just pointless, and afterward, it's kinda like... i don't know why i did that, it's not bad if you atleast care about the person in SOME ( Read more... )

i can't sleep... i'm miserable tonight...

friendship.... what does it mean to me... personally, friendship with me, means you'll always have me, as someone you can talk to, ask a favor to, cry to, hug, ask advice, have a good time... but why is it that i honestly hold friendship at such a higher level then most other people ( Read more... )

i think i've learned something new about life... maybe something i already knew... but i guess now it's at the forefront of my mind... in life we under-estimate what we're capable of, because we're afraid of being hurt or rejected... after all when you accept what you know you can have, what disappointment is there to have? when you go after what ( Read more... )

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing ( Read more... )

alright so it's been like a month since i've written in this thing... and well... it's also the first time i've posted since i got back to school... i'm finally all moved in... futon and all... and i've already had a few of my closest friends up to visit, chris perry, steve, dre, brian... hell yeah... thanks guys... it's been a good time so far... ( Read more... )

eh, it's really annoying when you know damn well you have to be up in 3 hours, yet you still can't fall asleep, tv's off, it's my last night sleeping home before i move back to school once again... i took a nap after work today, cause i have been sleeping so shitty at night lately... i've been having too much fun though, or i've been getting drunk ( Read more... )

my head is fucked.... and I'm drunk... my entire life, I've never had those images in my head... but tonight? why tonight? no reason... i know there's no fucking reason... eh makes me hate the bitch... but at the same time, i just wish i knew why she was a fucking head case... i know she is... that's not something that can be denied... right now I' ( Read more... )

Alright so what's been going on? well I've been partying a lot, more than usual, but summers about over, so I need to get to have fun with all the people from home before I send myself back to rider for one last semester... and it better be crazy, cause I've only got that much time left... so I've been working my ass off, picking up shifts left and ( Read more... )

all right so I'm 23 now... a year older... as of yesterday... not today... ok mom... haha... so yeah, as expected, Chris perry was the first person to say happy birthday to me... thanks to Chris and everyone else who called or left comments on my facebook or myspace... Ashlee imed me and said happy birthday, which was nice, and not so unexpected as ( Read more... )