i never do anything over the weekends, or week. im such a homebody, but then i regret not getting out. my boyfriend always has stuff he has to do, and then when he leavs i sit here like a moron wishing he was home. wanna know what i have to look forward to today, laundry and homework. yehp, i bet you wish you were me ( Read more... )

i update this because no one looks at this. today i upset my beautiful thomas. and it hurts to know that i did. im sorry to him, even though i know sorry doesnt really do anything. but he's great. and he's great to me. and he understands me, no matter how much i say he doesnt. hes the one person that doesnt give in and doesnt fight back when i ( Read more... )

i think i should start doing things. ive been lazy for far too long. i figure, enjoy and relax my spring break, because after that i really need to start taking action in my life. i have a problem though, i always think this. but neve follow through. lets hope i can do it. im going to try.

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its been so long since i've updated this thing, but since i quit on xanga for a bit...i need something to calm my cravings. its sad being addicted to online blogs and journals. oh well though ( Read more... )

i havent been here in a while. but i decided to update so i would at least have a new entry.

school is stressful. and the future is scary. who agrees?

you know what i miss from nich jr? face. what the hell is up with this 'clay' character. pssshhhaw.

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it makes me sad to think that you could ever feel sorry for me.

dont.

im the luckiest girl alive. it's nights like these that truly make me realise how lucky i am. and i am.
although im thankful everyday to have him in my life;
days like these....it's days like these.

i think i love him more than humanly possible.

im so glad its friday and that i dont have to go back to school for another 2 days. the week after break is tough just cause i am so used to being in break mode, and i dont want to switch back to school mode. so so so so so much work to do now. and 3 more weeks the semester is over and report cards come out. this report card could make or break my ( Read more... )

so i really dont keep up with this thing as much as xanga, but its ok, cause no one really goes to my livejournal. but i really hope everyone had a good new years eve, and counted down the new years right. and i hope 2005 is amazing and great for everyone. 2004 kinda blowed for me, and others too....so hopefully 05 will be way better and will bring ( Read more... )

i've been drawing a lot lately. a mood i suppose. speaking of moods. but i've been in a completely good mood today.

i really have nothing to talk about on here. sad, i like xanga better.

eh. bah.

3 am in the morning, cant sleep and nothing to do forces you to think. so, i've done a tad bit of thinking ( Read more... )