And I'm doing Chemistry.

I hate this world.

And that's what drives me every day of my life. Pure and simple.

I have had enough of this semester. I have had enough of people, enough of this world. I'm not doing my last ecology lab report, although if I fail the class I will kick myself for it later. I simply do not care anymore.

Goodnight world.

Last night I had several nightmares, and this morning I woke up having an anxiety attack.

And besides that, when I woke up my door was open, although I do not remember opening it and Katy wasn't home all evening.

I hate this time of the year, can I just say that? And not even because I'm depressed anymore. Just because of exams and family and stressful holiday seasons. And not to mention that Dave and I have decided to move our wedding up to this summer. Lots of changes go along with that too.

Ack!

My fiance is giving me a car!

A 1961 Chevrolet Corvair four door.

Mmmmmm... Corvair.

What color shall it be?

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it's a shame to cover up freshly painted red toenails.

in the end we all end up alone

It seems like everyone around me is depressed... it's funny how much you realize that when you start to not be depressed. I mean, when I was depressed I felt like I was totally alone in the world. But I wasn't. I never was. It's like depression blinds you to what's really going on in your life ( Read more... )

*poof*

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