hey-

things keep changing
in an unstoppable flow
its hard to keep up
and easy to let go

keep your head up
keep it held high
keep both eyes pointed
straight at the sky

there are endless questions
and few answers
you need to stay light
to flow like a dancer,

goodnight.

i hate you so much.

why do i keep letting you hurt me?

letting ( go )

i've been beyond done with this town for a while now. i really just need to get out of here before lonliness and all this goddamn pressure convalesce and crush whatever i feel beating in my chest to stillness. i feel like my friends are dropping like flies away from me. so, to continue that metaphor, i guess that the good news is that at least i'm ( Read more... )

Well..
It's been a while since I've written in here. Basically all I have to say is that lately everyone except for her annoys the FUCK out of me. That's it.

Trees will make a forest,
Trees will make a bow.
These are all the harder
Words you have to know.
If everyone's a structure
Where their own savior sits,
Then I'm a little red house
That no one's living in.

sometimes it feels like my chest is a trash compactor and my heart is trash. what if i could undo all of my mistakes? would i? or would i feel this helpless compulsion to ruin my life no matter what? my past is back there and i'm trying to leave some of myself with it. the rotten part. i just want to be happy. for once. free of the feeling of being ( Read more... )

this makes me feel soooooo weak...

i always catch myself holding on too tight.

i just can't let go of the thought of you, though. i miss you. and it's killing me.

how do i get back? because i've still never been happier than i was by your side.

When you told me
You didn't need me anymore,
Well, you know, I nearly
Broke down and cried.
When you told me
You didn't need me anymore,
Well, you know, I nearly
Broke down and died.

Oh, darling.
If you leave me,
I'll never make it alone.
Believe me when I tell you,
I'll never do you no harm.