Dammit

[charissespieces]

I'm beginning to notice how much I'm not ready to enter the real world. I think all my depression for the last two years has really been a way to procrastinate getting out of college. It's just scary to see everyone graduating and figuring their lives out and I'm not even ready for that. I want to be ready, I want it to be ok, and I want to be

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[shiverspies]

don't worry about things, i'm in the same boat. :hug:

and yay, i like that picture so much. =)

[outragme_982]

Tell me about it. I watch all of the people around me "figuring out" their lives. Spending time getting closer and closer to graduation.

But honestly, they're just as confused as I am.

As much as I want to "be on track" and what not, it's more about me wanting people to THINK I'm on the same track. But I'm fine with where I am for the most part. I remember my mom telling me about how she rushed off to school, and flunked out and ended up wasting a ton of money.

Red Bear always told me
You will be wherever you are for as long as you have to be until you learn what you are meant to learn. If you force yourself out of the place you are in, then you won't have learned anything, and you will never really move on in life

Have peace, it will all work out in the end. Plus, I don't give a shit if you aren't in college :)

[charissespieces]

<3 that makes me feel better. really, thanks