This year is over ( Read more... )

Sometimes little kids make me cry because of their sincerity. Like pictures of kids who look all happy just sitting there at the dinner table. They don't know what's in store for them ( Read more... )

Ugh. I thought things were going pretty well, and then this ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to notice how much I'm not ready to enter the real world. I think all my depression for the last two years has really been a way to procrastinate getting out of college. It's just scary to see everyone graduating and figuring their lives out and I'm not even ready for that. I want to be ready, I want it to be ok, and I want to be ( Read more... )

Hahaha, wow. For some reason, weird guys always want me to model for them. Well, not always. It's only happened twice ( Read more... )

I've been thinking lately. I seem to have a real problem with the fact that I don't really hang out with anyone in my field. I am not friends with people in forestry, or in my classes, or anything like that. This might all change next year, because class sizes will be much smaller, and we'll be working harder on our reports and such. But it's ( Read more... )

Lately I've realized how alone I really am. I'm beginning to feel like the only friends I have up here are my computer and my video games. Everyone is leaving at some point or another. Chris, Rachel, Tasha. Not that I really hang out with any of them much anyway. I'm beginning to feel really sorry for myself and that is just pathetic ( Read more... )

I forgot that I deleted my papers from my email account, so now I have nothing to read between classes like I was supposed to. Good thing I read most of it last night. Now to only remember it ( Read more... )

Just wrote an angry entry in my Xanga. I hate that all my posts lately have been so negative. But things have been rough lately, and I'm getting tired. I suppose the negative posts will let up when the negative situations do. No one seems to get it, and that's frustrating. I don't know how to tell them, they always seem to take it the wrong ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have been kind of stressful, but this week has been straight-up bad. It's kind of making me not want to get up in the morning. I really can't wait for the summer to come ( Read more... )