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i have my moments
As is life, I have good days and bad. My anxiety is kicking my butt. I know I'll be OK. It's not like this is the first time I've been alone. We were only together this time around for a year and 1/2 and he walked out about 5 times. Usually for a week. The time he went to jail it was about a month before he steady contacted me. So far a week and ( Read more... ) -
cry
I'm pretty sure that my heart is beyond broken and I feel completely lost and empty. And no one cares or even notices ( Read more... ) -
i just don't know
I feel as though I'm losing my mind. Why did I ever take him back? To give him the chance to do what he did? Walk out on us while we were out of town. To give him the chance to steal from me. From my kids.i know he was cheating. No pool guy works from 6-8 6 days per week. I think I'm just scared to be alone. I feel unwanted. Unloved. Stupid. I hate ( Read more... ) -
tummy tuck
Finally got had a tummy tuck done last wed , and things have had there ups and downs. Joe was an ass right before and was even going to go to work while I was under the knife the day of the surgery when my mom claimed her discussed by this. So then he decided to go to work before the surgery . he stayed the night of and went to work the next day ( Read more... ) -
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So for four nights now Joe has been cold to me. I can't say or do anything with out him going off on me threatening to leave. Which the first two nights he didn't stay here. I can't stop crying and I'm getting in trouble for that. I am starting to think the heart ache of losing him for good would be better. -
all i want to do is just cry
I've been crying all daddy. I just want to die.. -
long time
Hum... Really not sure what to write :As always ( Read more... ) -
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Where to start... So I am still single,! I allowed Ryan to walk with us on Halloween but he also brought his bitch of a mom... After that things have gone down hill faster. He sent me an email stating he was filing for divorce and going to file for visitations and stuff.. Well I'm waiting and still no papers ( Read more... ) -
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Milla's death was caused due to drowning. Her father was up all night playing video games. He laid Milla down for a nap without checking to make sure the door was locked at at. Milla's bed was right beside the door that went to the pool. Her father was sleeping in the living room. Hours later when he went to look for her he found her in the pool. ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm doing Easter Bunny Pictures.. (((Same as Santa))) However the people that I work with are pretty dumb. One tried taking parcel credit for what I did. Gurr...
Ethan still has walking pneumonia. They also found out he has exama.