life is a funny thing i say, i must say that reflecting on the last 6 months has been pretty hard. but i am going to be positive and learn from cams advice to start looking on the bright side of life.. i really have such a good life, an amazing boyfriend, who yes can be hurtful with his advice sometimes but most of the time he is right, a family ( Read more... )

well i think that i am going quite batty. these assignments are killing me. i just have to think 14th of june and its over for a few weeks until next semester. it really annpys me how much crap we do at uni and how it isnt really all that relevant to what happens in the world f teaching.....how annoying..... i feel like i have wasted 19 thousand ( Read more... )

sometimes i just do know when to shut my mouth, when to just grin and bare it even though it is totally driving me insane. i have everything i want but for some reason i just have to continue looking for faults and drving the one person who cares about me away even further. maybe i am better off on my own to whither away and become a spinster woman ( Read more... )

i am so exicted that i finally am blissfully happy that after the crap start to the year have had that finally everything is looking really positive for me :) YAY for me

well, what a few weeks it has been and amusing also. in an all girls school and may i just say that even though i am 25 i am still as cool as ever becuase i know what EMO means. hahahahahah they say the funniest thing like 'oh my god your so emo' and its like a pay out, i mean how funny is that. things are good apart from being extremly tired and ( Read more... )

Sometimes i forget how amazing people can be. friends are the best really and they are the ones that get you through the hard times ( oh and family and cam of course) but people who you never thought would be there are there and it just warms the heart ( Read more... )

sometimes things happen that are totally out of your control and it hurts so much you think you may break or even fall to pieces, then you have someone by your side to hold your hand and to attempt to breathe life back into you again. i found my soulmate this week, and although i have always known that he is my soul mate this week has proved that ( Read more... )

Well what an awful week it has been, found out i cant go to Canada which really isnt a big deal in comparison to everything else this week. my sister called me on Monday night to tell me nana has been put in hospital and she is really really sick, i stressed all night and called mum, she told me it would be best to come and see her as she isnt well ( Read more... )

Well i have just decided, well cam has decided for me i think, if i get accepted i will be going to teach in canada for three weeks in October, how exciting. it wil be so awesome. i get to teach for three weeks, four days a week and then have weekends off to go explore. woo hoo. they are even going to take us skiing at Whistler so its just gonna be ( Read more... )

Well how exciting i finally have a journal. now u can all read about my boring school focused life hahahaha. well its a Saturday night and cam is sleeping and im doing homework, we are both real party animals. Day off today which was nice, nice to spend time with cam, which these days is a rarity.....:(. back to work tommorrow awesome.