Things I miss:

Being hugged

Being kissed

Being stared at

Being told I'm beautiful naked

Holding hands

Staring into someone's eyes with intrigue

Being held

Being in love...although this terrifies me at the same time.

Things I do to sabotage myself because I miss the above elements:

drink alone at home

drink alone at home sitting on the couch ( Read more... )

My lj is still here. Yay!

Realizing not much has changed in my love life after reading posts from last 10 years. Boo!

My account is still here. Nice.

Another 2 years has gone by. I can't believe I still remember my password ( Read more... )

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Stay for the midnight set of ACTION 45

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So I did a Google search of my screen name: Charlenegod...and lo and behold, it turned up my lj entries. Fantastic. I was amazed to see my whole private world become public for all the world to see. (Well, at least anyone who has Google'd my screen name. And let's face it...we've all Google'd someone's full name or user name at some point or ( Read more... )

I'm going to be 35 tomorrow!

I am finding myself becoming more and more secure and free. It's absolutely wonderful ( Read more... )

Wow! It's been a while. I think about writing in my lj every single day...but by the time I get to sit down and breath...the thoughts and ideas I wanted to write about earlier in the day, have gone away ( Read more... )

I wish I was on a white sandy beach with a crystal blue ocean. Palm trees swaying in the breeze. the smell of coconuts in the air. Oh, wait...that's my drink. The air is clean and fresh. The sun is perfect. My skin is golden brown. All you hear are the waves of the ocean, the cool breeze blowing, and my big sigh. But wait. What's wrong with this ( Read more... )