Alright so here goes the story of my great weekend. First off when I get home on saturday morn from karate my grandma tells me that we're going to my cousins house until monday night which pisses me off cause I already had plans for Monday(not that they care anyways). So on the car ride there I"m in a really bitchy mood but not so bad since there ( Read more... )

For some reason I feel dirty right now...could have been the walk home from Friday but anyways. I have to go to summer school on monday for 2 weeks. It's not gonna be that bad cause Sarah's gonna be there too so yeah I think that speaks for itself for people who know me. Anyways I think that's it. Oh yeah also I'm gonna convince my grandma to buy ( Read more... )

Alright I'm in a bitchy mood right now cause I haven't had my cigarrettes nor will I have any for as long as I live cause I promised that I wouldn't smoke anymore. Grr... Anyways I'm so sad that someone I care about has to get surgery. She doesn't deserve that. She deserves much better then that but she's not getting it. Every time I see her I ( Read more... )

Well now that I've caught your attention..I'm just updating as usual. Anyways..in the past few days it's been awkward for me with the whole fathers day holiday. Anyone that knows me that I hate those kind of holidays cause of my parents and I have to think about them. Also my grandma made it worse by saying I have to get my dad a card and mail it ( Read more... )

This has got to be a really weird day. I woke up this morning at about 9:30 and was about to sit down and start listening to music when all of a sudden the phone rings. I pick it up and of all people it happens to be my dad who I haven't had contact with in 5 years. At first he doesn't even recognize my voice and I don't recognize his either. Then ( Read more... )

Wow I must be the most confused chinese person in Brentwood right now. Let's see how do I start? Well here goes...I have quit drinking which I am very proud of....but I seem to not be able to quit smoking...let's see what else...I'm confused by one of my friends. We use to date and we were just friends for a while but now I'm not sure and sort of ( Read more... )

Alright so this month has been very interesting. First I got a gf then like a month later she dumps me and I have no idea why. Then after that I just started to get hella depressed and crap. So then I got sent up to the office because I was off campus and they thought I was smoking pot so I had to be taken away to questioning. Also the night before ( Read more... )

Alright my question to everyone out there..... If parents love you so much then tell me why they abuse their child? They verbally and physically abuse them then afterwards say their sorry and do it again some other times. The real question here is... Where is the love?

~Charles~

Today I was finally able to tell my grandparents that I'm bi. I thought my grandpa of all people would be open about it but I guess I was wrong. He told me that I needed to get help and that he wouldn't accept it. Well that's about it for now.