the first page of my friends page depressed the fuck out of me, and i don't know if any of you are going to read this, but i wanted to give you each a bit of encouragement; regardless of how well i know you or how often we talk. i hope it helps ( Read more... )

in case any of you cared, episodes 1-49 of gundam wing are on alluc.org; it's basically what i've been doing from 12am-5am every day for the past two weeks, and i'm on 45 now. also; read the book 'hard boiled wonderland and the end of the world' i also sternly suggest you check out 'in the penal colony' by kafka. i can currently make no statement ( Read more... )

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quick smile flash of a peace sign and a rash decision, back to square one, stability returning. june first.

29 commonwealth terrace
apartment three
brighton, ma

here we come, lord
i hope you're ready to be inhabited by
your coolest tenants to date.

1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy ( Read more... )

holy god, what my life is doing right now. i've got so much going on and i'm reading a ton and i'm digging it. i've started to get real into the beat writers and currently i'm on 'on the road' and it's been a fucking sweet read. i've got a girlfriend, she's sweet i like her. she's into the things i'm into, she likes the things i draw for her and ( Read more... )

i have a lot of things on buffet style plate; and there's alot going on and, i can't really articulate what i'm trying to do sometimes, making music or whatever is going on is a real mindfuck for me because i never thought it was something i could be even remotely involved in it; it always seemed bigger than me,and in many ways it is. and i can't ( Read more... )

my fingers are finding their way around your struggling throat while your eyes scream red  and your face begins to turn blue, spots start appearing on your tongue and all the air escapes you and now your body lay limp, and you're 21 grams lighter ( Read more... )

heavens open arms lay behind razors when you're head lays in ( Read more... )