its been a while

[charlmander]

some days i hate everything nothing has been going right my classes are amazing but i cant get any work done because i'm writing english papers every two seconds and nothing seems fun anymore and as the year anniversary of matt and i getting together draws ever closer i get all panicky and freaked out and the year anniversary of my dad dying gets

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[vipers198]

Fucking shit Charlotte, call me.

[charlmander]

my phone got all fucked up. i lost all my numbers, please call me. if i dont answer leave your number on my answering machine and i'll call you back.

[vipers198]

310 678 6168

This is going to sound stupid, but I didn't see this reply until just now.

god, i miss you and sedona

[lost_pigion]

i miss the way i use to feel and the way i was in sedona. i want to call you..i was sooooo excited that you called me! and then my roomate erased the message with your number on it. but i got it from molly.....so im going to call you. i miss you sooo much . i feel like how you sound in this entry. im depressed and feel like i need a counselor or anti depressant..me and jayson have been fighting on and off..i want to move out from our roomate. i cant handle people always being at the house, i stayed the night at mollys to take a breather but eventually i do have to go back to the place i live. me and jayson fight because were too stressed out. im suppose to start a new job waitressing, but im procrastinating it because im stressed out. same with school work . i love school but i hold it off untill 2 hrs before the paper is due and ahve to miss a class to get the work done for the next one. i dont feel like myself anymore and im just upset. i want to talk to you . ill call you tonight. ill either use molly's phone or find my phone card

Re: god, i miss you and sedona

[charlmander]

call me soon!!