i'm supposed to be writing a 12 page paper right now.

obviously the perfect time to catch up on my livejournal i havent used in a year or more.

i'm writing about racism in childrens literature and disney cartoons.

it's ruining all of the things i loved most as a kid.

eh, whats a girl to do?

some days i hate everything nothing has been going right my classes are amazing but i cant get any work done because i'm writing english papers every two seconds and nothing seems fun anymore and as the year anniversary of matt and i getting together draws ever closer i get all panicky and freaked out and the year anniversary of my dad dying gets ( Read more... )

everything circles around ( Read more... )

katie will be here so soon ( Read more... )

so there i was thinking about how theres suppoesed to be two more feet of snow this weekend when my friend ray came up with the most brilliant plan. go to mexico. travel. teach. see things. FOR AN ENTIRE SOMESTER. then come back. get credit. just ray, and matt, and me. who says sophmore year is too early? who cares? pitch it to the school tomorrow ( Read more... )

now for this important update ( Read more... )

clean clean clean is my room. and for thte first time in months i feel like i actually live somewhere. its nice. cut-out animation is awesome.

still no ranch style beans.

but a dance party and some time spent talking to my sisters this is obviously going to be a good day.

ranch style beans.

i cant find them anywhere.
they dont exist here.

stressed out and pissed off and stupid and angry and freaking out and i just hope that katies 90% chance can turn into 100%.

everything sucks today.

i hate everything.
everyone.
everything.

fuck.
and i still cant find ranch style beans.

goin to new york tomorrow,
goin to blockbuster tonight,
i still have 2 pages to make for class tomorrow,
i miss katie with the fire of a thousand suns.

exactly.

his birthday went better than expected ( Read more... )