They are really the death of me.

I am feeling the impact of their loss, my absence. A is getting as obstinate as a mule. D is, too. So is H, H and H. L now has multiple piercings despite being on financial assistance. Chairperson succumbed to pressure and followed the rest. Must I be present at all times so that they can sit quietly and do their ( Read more... )

I now have another TT and I still feel like a BT. Can't help it - I havent received the letter.

No more Eeyore time AT ALL!

The eyes are open but sleeping. The mind is working. Damn I really hate this feeling.

The much anticiipated CT-TT talk finally came. In all veracity, there was no certainty if the sheer attempt to achieve euphemism in the conversation was  futile or otherwise. For lack of better vocabulary to reveal ascertained severity of the blunders, blunt lexis was peppered through the conversation. Nonetheless, we sincerely hope that it was not ( Read more... )

Thinking back, I am thankful for what I have now in tt dept. I just need to work and think a lot wee bit faster.

I am still not in the best of moods when it comes to tt certain someone and have no idea how the session will turn out tmr. Shall just cross the fingers on tt one.

My Doraemon is not here and I hope he'll adjust well with his new life; and ( Read more... )

I have this increasingly enormous desire to go very far away again. It's been on my mind every single day ever since the days of not ever being able to assimilate myself to Japan. It's been on my mind every single day in Japan. It's been on my mind every single day before I flew to Japan.

I dunno when it'll end. For now, I foresee myself doing it ( ( Read more... )

I think I pitched the level of fun in a lesson yesterday a bit too high that I am stumped as to what to do today to make it fun (cause it's gonna be drrrrrrrrrrrrrry). Should have left a few gimmicks in the bag for other days.

Argh. :(

Anyway, someone else's depression is getting to me and it is not good. I am trying to help but I cannot possibly ( Read more... )

I am always put in this position and I seem to get better with it. The faking, that is.

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And with this, a lesson I will teach. Having a TT is like doing your own practicum. The stress!

I was asked to take the form class for English again this semester.

I was stumped. Loss for words. I was really settling down with the new classes and I am actually liking them a lot for I feel it is less watered down than what I have been teaching the past 6 months.

I went to google to see if I made the right decision and this is one of the things I ( Read more... )

Today again is going to be hell
'Cause I havent slept that well
Lingering are the thoughts of opening the cell
So I won't have to charge into it when I hear that incessantly ringing bell.

I dunno if it's just the wee hours but I am suddenly missing pple who are dear to me - Z*ffy and K*k E*ia.

I think I'll go just go to bed and sleep.