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Despite the awkwardness around D during tech (strat) planning and the frustration of not being able to put my mind on synthesizing information required in the completion of my tasks and meeting of my deadlines, I had a decent day overall ( Read more... )

I'm a wreck; a useless one ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm here.

I know it has come across my mind several times, usually with a particularly strong motivation, to be here; but this time, I really have no clue.

So many things have happened. So many things are happening; and it's not as if I can talk about it so openly 'cause I won't be able to reveal a lot of things.

But I guess it's ( Read more... )

I am not happy and LJ is no longer filling that void inside of me, like it used to be.

With that, sayonara.

I realised this positivity sheet doesnt work. I survive but I am not effective. I just linger around, hanging there.

I need a good break.

I need this week to be over asap. I am dying.

The one-week stay of TT2 ended as of Friday. She was very sweet and not that i'm hungry for authority, but she displayed professional conduct - she dresses professionally, she is always punctual for all my lessons and she called me Miss Siti. She did not try too hard. Instead, she was sincere and earnest in learning. I couldn't help but write her a ( Read more... )

I am beyond amused.

The patriarch, upon catching me shaving the pits and legs a few times, came back from the JB trip with a set of brand new electric shaver!

I guess we share similar ideals on hygiene. LOL.

The body needs a lot of shaping up to do. Gym is calling but I'm turning a deaf ear on it. Maybe next week has since become an often too used pretext but I'd really loved to go and shoot some hoops with the school girls late.

It's all serene and pleasant on the outside but shrieks and screams of pain are reverberating on the inside. I tell myself to ( Read more... )