ugh. it's 11pm. im still at work the guy that relieves my shift is going to be a little late. no big deal. shit happens. he's a cool guy for the msot part. i know we get on eachother's nerves but that's jsut because we have different ways of doing things. oh well...i did find out however that this woman that works here that i thought i was cool ( Read more... )

I've been at work for an hour. I'm bored. really bored. ben thought he had to work today. thank god he doesnt. he annoys me. a lot. he treas me like im an idiot or something. like i dont know how to use a computer or handle money or do my job in general. i cant stand it when people under-estimate me. it doesn make me want to prove them wrong it ( Read more... )

its sunday evening and im at work on the 3-11 shift. it moves so slowly. 30 minutes ago, i looked at the clock and it was 4:05. it's only 4:16 now. those in the real world that actually work know exactly how those numbers are possible ( Read more... )

life is interesting. it amazes me how you can be high as shit one day and lower than hell the next. people keep telling me that they're amazed at how strong i am...why dont i feel that way? for as much as i want to leave and be out on my own, the selfish side of me wants to know what it would feel like for someone to take care of me for once. i do ( Read more... )

im writing in this for the first time ever. knowing me, itll end up being something im sick of within a few months...weeks...days probabll but for now, its something to do. and who knows, it might end up being a new companion. im going to write a million random things about myself because picking up and writing about my life while its happening at ( Read more... )