So I had forgotten I had one of these & I was looking back at the entries & really not a lot has changed. I'm a sophmore now haha and growing up which scares the living crap out of me haha. My sisters & Mom went to vegas today and home w/ my sisters fiance. I still like the guy who I've talked about in my other entries (pathetic I know) But I've ( Read more... )

Woke up at 6:22 another day my Mother forgot to wake me up. Threw on some jeans and a long sleve shirt. Put up my hair, my Mom came up the stairs saw the phone was off the hook and had been on all night so she turned it off and put it on the hook. Within the next to minutes it rang, it was the nurse from the hospital, My Grandfather (one of the ( Read more... )

Well Friday I went to school. Then right after went to Louisville w/ our highschool jv team that was a fun night, didn't get back till like 12:00 tho. Then Dave made me some eggs bc I was STARVING then I went to bed. My sister woke me up at 6:00 the next moring to go back to Louisville Saturday was a real fun day. Vince & Sikity got first Ian go ( Read more... )

Boys are so complicated. I really like one right now but I think I blew it big time but a part of me is okay with that and a part of me isn't bc I'm scared of what would happen if we were together and its sad bc a part of me is scared of what ppl think but another part is like screw other people. Its just so blah. But I guess it doesn't matter ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm suffocating

I'm finally not the one he thinks about. in a year all its been is him wanting me back and me wanting him but not being able to have him and just when I think I want him I can't have him for real this time. And idk what I'm doing. Theres so many things going threw my mind about so many diffrent things and so many guys ( Read more... )

I am coloring my hair on saturday. My appointment is at 1:30 and I know I won't get out of there for hourssssssssssssss. But its so worth it to get rid of this black.

Kore was superfun tonight! I love it. THE RESITENCE IS GOING TO BE AWESOME EVERYONE NEEDS TO COME! Phil had to go to the pie factory to get an egg so we could make brownies. Abby got Phil to make his hair a come over. Abby and Adam were singign opera. We looked at Lindsays wedding pictures. Samuels phone got in the hood of my hoodie soemone and I ( Read more... )

I'm really sad about not going to homecoming. I know it would be tons of fun. But my friends dotn' wnat to go because of the music even tho I know once we got there they wouldn't even pay attention to it. But I understand were there coming from. But I'm a girl I like to get dressed up I like to feel pretty and how often are we going to get to do ( Read more... )

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