hmm. today was an okie day. got a LONG email from my "dad"..it was very understanding and i think we are actually going to get along. brad and i talked last night and decided neither of us want to rush into anything to fast right now..but we are still talking. so brad picks me up this morning, i get to school and go talk to megan about everything, ( Read more... )

so this morning started out good i guess you could say. brad decided he wanted to pick me up this morning, so he got to the house around seven thirty and then we went back to his house for a little while, then got to school around eight. went to first block hii as a mother and did absolutly nothing but watch a video, the second went to lab to work ( Read more... )

well this weekend hasn't been anything too special. friday night i went over to brad's and watched the exorcist with him and then we just layed around in his room talking for an hour or so. then saturday i decided to spend the day with my mom since she was going to be gone all day Mother's Day. so we got up and went out to lunch, then went to the ( Read more... )

wow. so this weekend i found out that my dad who has had nothing to do with me for about 16 years..all of a sudden since he got divorced, wants to "get to know his daughter." i feel so sick to my stomach even thinking about it.. im so confused and i dont even have a clue what to do..
but i have been hanging out with brad sion lately. he's super ( Read more... )

well i havent been on this thing in quite a while, myspace is like controlling me lol.. but im going to get some things done around here and then go to the gym and i will wrote about things that have been going on later today.

chelsea. dawg, where have you been!! i miss you!!

so i dont really get on this thing as much as i used to. but if i dont start updating more im going to cancel my membership. but today was actaully an alright day. got to school and we were all looking at prom pictures, then got into first and took some DNA test and then talked to erin about her weekend and then tyler got into some shit with the ( Read more... )

leaving for north carolina in a couple of hours. sick as hell but anything to get away from here is fine with me now.

crossfade is in eight motherfucking days =)

hmm. not that geat of a day. letss see ( Read more... )

i think last night was one of the worst nights in my life. yeah, ryan and i got back together, and yeah i had alot of changes to make because of everything i did wrong when we were together for the past two years. i seriously have changed so many things about me and i guess he just doesnt believe that. i understand that he has no trust in me ( Read more... )

okay so there isnt anything good to say about my day except

RYAN AND I ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

duhh. everyone should have known that was coming again =)! yay!

chelsea and amamnda, i love you gerls!!!