I guess if your a fuckback its really  cool to hang out with 15 year old girls...because they think your so badass and cool.... But you dont have any energy in you to keep in touch, or at least blow off properly.. with someone whos only been fucking caring towards you for a rather long time now...even now. think. if you could only feel, what you do ( Read more... )

"When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend
I get a coffee and the paper
Have my own conversations with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening by the morning looks like shit
And I know you have a heavy heart
I can feel it when we kiss
So many men stronger than me have throw their backs out ( Read more... )

my blood boils.

im being given more than i can handle.

i hate saying goodbye.
and i hate crying.

ive been doing, and i will continue doing both.

life will never be the same.
sometimes i really feel like my mind.and my thinking.and worrying is causing me to go insane.

thank god i had a drink tonight.and have a bag of some green stuff.

 I have been sooooooo bored...and it's all that old mans fault who hit me.thanks to him, i have done nothing since friday! i missed the damn show..and im not doing anything for halloween...

i didnt go to school today because im still sore..but i guess ill go back tomorrow...i wish it were friday already but its only monday! i miss a certain boy ( Read more... )

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